Stephanie

Stupid, annoying, arrogant, little, snot-nosed, brothers!

Tue, 29 May 2007 14:02:13 GMT

Stupid little brothers...they are being little annoying snots. to the power of 10. And it's KILLING me.

See these past few weeks my dad has gotten the idea that we should go to fishing EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAMN DAY OF THE WEEKEND. So in his search for a good place to fish these past few weeks we've probably spent half of the over all time in the stupid van running from place to place. And then there's the actual fishing thing. God, Drew(5) finds it boring as hell and therefore just kinda wanders, Billy(8) also finds it boring as hell and believes that if he doen't catch a stupid fish within the first five minutes then he's never gonna catch one. And then theres Bud(12) who acts like he is the one in charge and that he's the fishing master or what ever and can therefore push me around.

I BLOODY THINK NOT.

Argh, and yesterday we went to some fishing place (idk it's name) to fish (duh) and my dad rented a little boat. Well he took mom and Drew with him his first trip, and so ,naturally, I was left with Billy and Buddy...who decided that waiting where we were supposed to wait, near where the boats where, wasn't too much fun so they wandered off.

So I tried to convince them to go back. No go. They continued on as if I hadn't said anything.

So okay, Their being difficult, so I quickly picked up all the fishing gear and thru the more important objects into the tackle box then ran after them - still trying to convince their stupid asses to get back over their because I didn't want to get in touble for hitting my brothers upside the head - no matter how tempting it is/was.

So, be the time they got to a diffrent dock, their excuse was that they wanted to watch out for mom,dad and drew in the boat, other people had gotten over there, and not wanting to cause a scene - I tried to talk to them (again) and get them to go back to our little spot near the boats ... needless to say it wasn't working.

So I had to literallly pull/drag the little demons back. Until we were half we back to our spot, that is, 'cause then I saw mom looking for us. I told the boys - who had been calling a spoiled brat - who in turn ran over to them. All happy and not having a stupid bloody care in the God damned world.

'Course I was on the verge of crying from frustration, so the got proplerly chastised from our father and apoligised, then life continued on.

And it was okay. It really trully was. Until this moring when they decided that I'm nothing but a spoiled big-sister who only tells them to do things because i'm big and mean and evil and not at all becuase they actually NEED to get up for school, or because they shouldn't throw toy's into the library that now has breakable objects lying within it's confines, Or possibly because they have 5 minutes before the damn bus comes and their not ready and yet are WATCHING THE STUPID TV.

Mom says it's cause i'm to bossy. I need to be nicer. And yes I will admit, I do have a terrible habit of ordering people around, however - i'm telling them things that they KNOW they need to do and yet they won't. At all. It's like - ARGH I JUST WANT TO STRANGLE THEIR SKINNY LITTLE NECKS!!!

pfft. And dad keeps calling me British cause I say 'Bloody'. It's not like I can go around and say Fuck, Shit, Damn, or any other curse word. I makin do with I got.

p.s. My House MD has subsided and my HP one has started again. Harry/Draco fureva!

...Stupid Movie...

Thu, 10 May 2007 02:37:07 GMT

Yo, It's been a wee while since I've last written here (or anywhere else for that matter), And so I decided to bless you with my presence. :)

In my absence I have effectively gotten over my House M.D obsession (even though I still watch it weekly and I still think all the char. are hot/cute and slashable H/W for eva!), and gotten a few months older as well as get addicted to Draco/harry slash (if only they wern't so uke and seme all the damn time - it is possible for a person to be more then just 'uke' or just 'seme' it get's so fucking annoying) and discovered the awesomeness that is Dead Poet's Society (the movie).

Yea - so, recently my mom got a movie which (she thought was a comedy) we watched (today's her Birthday - shes 37) it was called 'History Boys'. I ain't mind gay people. I most certainly don't mind homosexuals who are male ( I personally think it's the hottest thing since - I dunno sumthin' hot ... so long as the guy isn't all decked out as a girl n stuff... your damn guy you have the bit's and peices so act like it dammit!) but my parents are decidedly less open to such things.

So anyway - we were watching this movie - boreing as hell...maybe more boring considering hell can't be that boring ,but you get my point...And finally - towards the end of the movie - this one guy was asking the other guy to suck him off (in my opinion neither were all that ugly - always a plus - ya gunna have dirty thoughts have dirty thoughts 'bout someone perty) My parents had finally had enough...and it was just getting good.

The movie wasn't porn - far from it - they were just talking and it was like years of fanfiction scenrio's running thruogh my minds eye (without the smut of course) and I was so aggrivated! They couldn't have waited the next 10-15 min. to stop the damn movie?! I wanted to see if they got together. ; ;

Other then that the movie sucked. Couldn't understand a single thing they said. The accent coupled with the speed they were talking...my poor little brain couldn't take it.

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I bet they got together. If not don't bother telling me and ruining everything.

And on another and entirely diff. note, I get to take the California Standard Test for 11th grade this month on the 23rd and 24th. Supposedly their easier then the Iowa tests so maybe I'll pass - I hope so if not i'll likly have all my games taken away as well as my comp. and with it steady supply of Internet Pr0n as well as AarinFantasy yaoi ... which would rather suck.

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ps. Harry + Draco + itty bitty snakes at the Dursley's = one hellofa fic. *drools*

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 05:36:34 GMT

HAPPY NEW YEAR! It is now officially 2007. hurray.

Anyway I would just like to share with you people my new years resolution and what I have learned so far in the new year.

1. What I have learn'd. that stupid silly string stuff is the embodiment of the devil. It got in my Coke. That obviously means that it is as I said - the embodiment of the devil. Or at least his Janitor or sumething.

2. my new years resolution. Never use the stuff the again.

And as a gift for all of you - even though it's not that good of a gift - a picture. of my cat (Amelia Airheart(sp?) Bing) No I did not name her. My dad did. She was orginnally supposed to be his cat - but as fate would have it - she likes me better ;)

And with that do I part - have fun and careful. ^^

A Picture I Drew

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 03:41:22 GMT

And I colored it in. It's a picture of a demon. I think ima gonna start attempting to draw diffrent things more often. Everybody keeps on telling me that they all look the same - the pictures I mean - so ima gonna try and get them to look diffrent. Anyways here's one.

Proof of Demons (and that they like Grilled Cheese Sandwiches)

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 21:57:54 GMT

How zit goin'?

I was bored, and decided to come here and type. And then I remembed 'bout a picture I took with my new camera. It's creepy.

creepy ain't it? Either way, the one with the cheesy grin is Billy, the other is Andrew. ~~the devil's reincarnates~~ my little brothers...creepy ne?

Well dat's all for now. Might update again later. ^^

Tue, 19 Dec 2006 04:26:25 GMT

Guess what? I don't feel like complaining right now...altho I did have a long list of stuff to whine 'bout, i'll put it all on hold for now - i'll feel srry for myself some other time.

I bet your wondering why I don't wanna complain? Well, my gran sent me my Camera (a new one) and after 2 1/2 hrs I finally got it to copy pics to my computer...Wouldn't have taken nearly as long but the software from HP kept on downloading in Japanese. and as much as I would luvs to - I can't read Japanese. *sigh* it was very frusterateing but I gots it now!

Hehe - tom, ima gonna post pics like nuthin before. 'Cause takin pics is fun,now if only I was good enough to get paid for it...

Comic

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 03:53:06 GMT

Nothing but eternal boredom to fill my days as of late. I mean - Yeah sure I could do "School Work" or "Clean" but really who does that anymore?

Okay I have some stuff. But only a little. Like my reading, I've done that - kinda.

I read 'All Quiet on the Eastern Front' I think is what it's called. It's a good book. I reccomend it.

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What else Oh yes - as my boredom over the past while has been steadily increasing - I have started makeing lil' comics.

I'll post 'Cliff' here for now, I made it when I had no internet connection and was bored. I made it with paint so srry if it sucks

< 1st page
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And I also have a new favorite quote...

"House, What are going to do?"

"Well I was going to listen to your thories, mock them, then embrace my own."

-From House...I luvs that show...too bad I missed the 1st and 2nd seasons >< I'll have to see if their on the internet anywhere...

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Comic : Cliff

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 03:42:45 GMT

Well...Nothin' much is going on - so I felt I should waste time trying to figure out more about LJ. Like how the hell you put a stupid image up... I'm getting a headache from trying... *sighs* I'll figure it out -eventually .

My Comic ~ 'Cliff '

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 01:28:33 GMT

Hiya. It's been...however long since I posted here least...and I must say nothing much has changed. 'Cept I found a
website.

Loads of anime/manga/yaoi drama's there...all for free too Arrinfantasy.com...It's awesome.

Ahhh~but enough of the good. Mom promised me and my younger brother last week that she would take us to the mall with her to get everybody's Christmas presents. She said (after lunch) to let her take a nap then we would go.
Alright I thought can't be too long right? At about six she comes and tells me and Buddy to get our shoes on and get ready to go. We do.

About 15 minates later Dad calls into their ( mom & dad's) room. And do you know what he told us?

"Mom's not feeling well so why don't you guys go later? I promise i'll take you later this week."

Mom didn't mind going. Yes she's not feeling well. But she still wanted to go. She knew me and Buddy had been looking forward to this all week. Hell, she prob. wanted to get out too.

You know why dad said that? Why he said we could'nt go. Because he's selfish. He dosn't want to be away from mom for more then 2 seconds.

He said that he'll "take all of us out " before he goes to pick up mom sometime during the week.

As if. He can't handle all the boys. He argues with me over everything. He dosen't like our personalitys. And to top it all off - He puts mom before all of us. This wouldn't bug me, but you know ... he could a least act like a parent rather then some person that keeps mom locked up in their room all the time.

And did it every occur to him - that maybe, just maybe - that we wanted to spend time with our MOM!

ARGH! I know before that I said I don't hate him. And I don't. But ya know...to qoute a song I like:

I really really really really really dont like you.

...

AT ALL.

He's always got to be right. He's always so damn selfish. And he dosn't think of other people.

And this just about today. Yesterday too...(I wrote yesterday right...?)

Me and mom were going to leave and be at DMV by 8. HE HELD US BACK FOR OVER AN HOUR. aN HOUR.

So after I failed (damn hand signs...) mom was going to go out again and go get some Christmas shopping done for the boys...And do you know what dad did? Told her not to go. Made up some lame excuse, and told her not to go.

He...if only a little...needs to be more considerate for other people. THE CHRISTMAS IS NOT ONLY ABOUT YOU AND MOM! You have 3 boys too! Damn it act like you actually give a damn!

I take it back. I EFFING HATE HIM.

I failed...again...

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 17:09:41 GMT

Like the 'Subject' says...I failed the Drivers Permit test...again...*sigh*

I shouldn't be all that surprised, I've got the studying-studiness of a non-study-type-person. In other words I studied for a total of one night.

Don't matter tho, Mom help'd me study while we waiting at DMV, I wouldv'e passed to, I only missed one to many. But those stupid hand sign-thingys.

Who da hell uses their hands to tell when their turning or stopping? I mean...Yes sometimes their are surcomestances that - when they arrived - you would have to know how to signal that your turning this way or that,But dammit did they have to put so many on the damn test?!

And wosrt of all I feel like I let my parents down. I didn't promise them or anythin' but they had to wait 2+ hours just for me to fail...way to go me!<-sarcasm.

Guess i'll just have to try next time...the 3rd time...*sigh*

I.Hate.Being.A.Girl.

Wed, 29 Nov 2006 15:42:38 GMT

I'm back. Complaining as usual. About what you ask? The inconveinces of being a female.

Like haveing my period for example. I Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurt, and it's all because of God's or Evolution's or whoever/whatever made us-es fault for makeing 'Female's the smarter, more intelligent, wiser, just over-all better except For. The. Damn. Periods.

I. Hate. It. Alot.

Whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

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And on less personal matters I'm grounded 'cause I haven't been doing my school/homework work all the much. It's hard to stay concentrated on it. I keep on getting distracting by various things. Like tv, fanfiction, yaoi, various thoughts that have no meaning whatsoever, food...Like right now...I should be doing math. but i'm not. Hell. I shouldn't even be on the computer because i'm grounded. Only 1 hour of tv and 1/2 hour of computer.

Oh, vell.

and my dad's been annoying.He refuses to buy apples anymore 'cause they went to quickly. So instead he's been buying banana's that only he and Buddy like. And no apples.

would you really be upset about Apples being eaten to quickly. about 4 people have an apple each day...most of those ppl eat more then 1 though.

Is that so bad?

And he dosn't spend any money unless it's for himself.

for example... My parents bought a new sheet set for their bed. they were 1000 thread count. they got it on sale for $80.oo. My dad didn't mind getting it. (granted it was steal it's normal sale price is like $240.oo)
But yesterday mom bought 2 magenzines and he was pissed the rest of the day.
They cost a grand total of like...what $4?

An mom wasn't the one who wanted to get the sheets. Dad was. So why the hell was he so pissed at her for buying two teeny magenzines?

Not to mention the fact that since now dad's in charge of all the bill's and money we haven't had ANY fun as of late. Mom would be okay with buying us (me and my brothers) little things here there. A peice of candy. those $1 hotwheel cars. you know little things. But with dad it's nothing but nesscities and what he wants.

I hate it. And I don't -Hate- him. I just dislike him.

And he's really annoying when I say something that isn't aggreeing with whatever he said.

He'll get annoying- as i've already stated- and start saying that he 'knows' that i'm '16 and know everything' and that 'i'm better then him and cooler' and whatever else he says.

I DON'T THINK THAT DAMMIT. IF HE WOULD SHUTUP AND LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY INSTEAD OF JUST ASSUMEING I'M GONNA SAY SOMETHING STUPID maybe I wouldn't be such an annoying kid.

And also - yesterday- me and my mom were talking (something we rarely get to do anymore cause dad's mean and hogs her) and she said that he dosnen;t like the personality's that me and my brothers have. Not my damn fault he was drunk and (even though he's no longer drunk) a bastard.

Ya know that's bound to have SOME effect on how your kids act.

Well...there...I complained for a full 20 minutes. You people must be SO happy that I have no where better to vent...(I was being sarcastic.)

Tata fur now.

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 03:25:47 GMT

Heya. Ya know...over da weekend I went to get my Driver's Permit...I failed the second part by 6 total of 25 questions.

I lost my book after 2 days so considering I only skimmed through it once, I thought I did kinda sorta okay...but I was still worried, why ask was I worried?

'cause I knew my dad - although most likely- wouldn't flat out say "I told you" and "shoulda studied more" and "I only had to take it once" ...I just wanted to not only cry (I was emotional) but also tell him to shut the effing hell up. Damnit I tried!

Nothing else other then that...Pretty boreing, ne?

Joeschmoe the 1st

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 01:20:08 GMT

Hey all...Just wanted to say that nothing of importance has occured since I last updated.Other then the fact that I got sick, I being sick. But thats not what I wanted to say. I wanted to say that I'm posting Joeschmoe here...so umm... Read and enjoy?

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Joeschmoe the First
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A tall elvaan was leaning with his back against the fountain in Parade Ground in North San d’Oria. His long silver traveled down to his lower back, blowing slightly with gentle breeze. His beautiful face was currently showing something that greatly resembled anger… okay, maybe it was anger…

“ C’mon Joe, I need some heeeeeeeeeelp!”

“No, I’m busy right now…” yeah, busy…he’ll buy that … right?

“No your not!” damn.

“Come on! Just help a friend out, It’ll only take a second! I swear! “

“ Yeah…right, listen I may be level 75, and I may be rich, and yes - I’m damn good lookin’ but that doesn’t mean I can come by and save your sorry ass every time you call for help! I do have other things to do you know.”

“Joeschmoe…Please? “

“no”

“yes”

“no”

“yes”

“no”

“yes”

“no”

“yes”

“if I agree well you shut up and leave me alone?”

“yeppers!”

“argh, fine…your in LaThine right?”

“uh-huh”

“Alright - I’ll be there shortly”

“you’re the best White Mage out there Joe!”

“yeah yeah…”

Joeschmoe looked up towards the cloudless sky, and sighed.

Why me? What I’d ever do to deserve this? Why the hell can’t he just do it by himself? Why do I have to be there to kill the TWO crabs between him and the stupid retard who lost his sword? I mean, honestly , how many times is Ruillont gonna travel into Ordelle Caves without his damn sword? I swear it’s all a set up…

Joe sighed and decided he’d grab a Chocobo and ride it to Ordelle Caves, help out his friend Finite, then go and relax somewhere…maybe he’d go to Siren Sands in Valkrum Dunes and relax by the ocean or maybe even travel to Mhaura via ship…he just wanted to relax…yeah, a ride to Mhaura is sounding real good…

By this time Joeschmoe was already at the Chocobo stables. He exchanged small talk with the lady before handing over the money to borrow the Chocobo, with that he left with a flourish (because even though he was tired and wanted to relax he still had to keep up appearances) he was off.

He managed to get to LaThine with the help of his Chocobo and he even managed to go a little ways east, until his Chocobo decided that it would much rather chase after Walking Sapling then go to spooky Ordelle Caves… and so it ran… in the complete opposite direction…after a sapling.

Joeschmoe , being the smart sensible person he was , decided to yell and pull at the Chocobo’s feathers until it stopped and turned around went in the proper direction. Or at least that’s what was supposed to happen. Instead the Chocobo decided to buck up and throw Joe off so that it could continue running after the poor sapling.

So Joeschmoe sat there. And stared. And stared. Before idle wondering why he didn’t just use his Teleport Holla to get here.

“JOE! You almost here?”

“Yeah, I’m c’mon…be there soon…”

“Okay Awesome”

Joeschmoe sighed. And started walking towards Ordelle Caves.
When it started raining.

And then a bright flash illuminated the sky, closely followed by a loud boom of thunder.(or is it the other way around?)

“No, Damn way! It doesn’t even thunder here in LaThine!” he shouted angrily. Everybody knows that!

His little outburst was rewarded with more thunder and lighting as well as more rain.

Damn.

So onward he trudged. Through rain…a few goblins…a couple over-sized worms…and some fun guars … he finally made it to the entrance of Ordelle Caves.

He ate a ginger cookie and kneeled so he could heal his MP (he’s a white mage so he was getting his ass kicked by all the puny weakling monsters on his way to the caves, and thus had to use tons of his mp).

Once that was all said and done he walked into Ordelle Caves just in time to see Finite die. Joe quickly ran over killed what killed Finite (actually it just K.O.’d him but, it’s just easier for me to say he died - so deal with it) .

After killing the stupid bat Joe turned to start casting Raise on Finite … and Finite wasn’t there anymore. So Joe asked him Via the Link shell.

“FINITE. Where the hell are you?!”

“Huh? Oh I died so I went back to my Home Point.”

“I could have raised you.” stay calm stay calm stay calm stay calm stay calm …

“Huh? Oh yeah I forgot bout that, well…Umm You can help me tomorrow. ‘kay? “
He makes it sound like I want to help…

“…” don’t say anything, you say something and you’ll just yell and then he’ll manage to get you to help him with something else out of guilt…

“By the way can you help me out tomorrow? I wanna reach Level 18 so I can get my sub but I need a power Leveler…could you help?”

“…” don’t say anything ,don’t say anything ,don’t say anything ,don’t say anything ,don’t say anything …

“Awesome! See ya tomorrow dude!” don’t say anything ,don’t say anything, don’t say anyth-WAIT ?WHAT? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

“ Finite? Finite? FINITE? Damn it!” He unequipped the Link shell! That little pipsqueak!

For a good long while Joeschmoe just stood there. Pondering what would be the best way to murder Finite.

He then sneezed.

The monsters in the area were smart they stayed away. Mainly because you could practically see the steam coming out his ears. The throbbing vain on the side of his head. His eyes practically bled red from rage.

Then he sneezed again.

He muttered curses under his breath as he got his staff from it’s holder on his back.

He sneezed again.

He muttered more curses then cast Diaga II on the monsters in the immediate area.

He then Sneezed again.

And he shouted various curses at every single monster that so much as breathed the same as him…and after shouting said curses he beat the poor animals into next year.

He then cast warp. Went home. Slept. And decided that come tomorrow he was going to be missing. And by missing he meant relaxing on a ship in the middle of the ocean with no form of contacting anyone including the retarded Finite. When he returned Finite would getting the ass-kicking of the century.

-Fin-

None...just me rambling about my day

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 02:28:53 GMT

Hey ya

Well i'm here to say that 1st off...I hate being a girl for various reasons...number one the list is 'periods'...I get all emotional...I mean I cried twice today, and yesterday I cried too...I hate it. I hate it alot.

I was forced to go to church today. But I went with my lil' bro into his classroom since he felt uncomftable in his class. It was boring, but better then listening to the pastor. But I like lil' kids so it twas okay.

When I am 'grown up' ima gonna be a teacher...for 1st of 2nd grade...their cute then.

After that we drove around looking for a resterant and ended up eatting lunch instead of breakfast (which really sucked).

Ummmmm then we went home.

Then me and mom went shopping for clothes. (which,surpriseing,I kinda enjoy'd.)

She tried to get me to stop reading my precious Yaoi.

As if I'd ever give it up.

Ehhh-went home, tried to figure out how to make an AMV...and i'm still trying.

ate dinner, went to a 'Haunted Forest' with family. One a scale of 1-10 the forest was like a 3.

And now here I am.

Joy - eh?

oh yeah...and the 4th Inuyasha movie was pretty good...the credits were the best tho. They were funny. If you wanna watch it but are like me and get no allowance/can't get job/are just flat broke somebody on youtube has it...don't remember who tho...sorry.

'Till next time.

Inuyasha : The Last Episode

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 17:12:56 GMT

Inuyasha : The Last Episode

WAS A RIPOFF!

I can't beleive that they just left it open like that!

Where's the final battle where Naraku FINALLY dies?

Why isn't Kikyou dead-dead?

Why hasn't Kouga avenged his deceased pack?

Where's Miroku's and Sango's wedding?(or whatever it is they would do to become each others spouse/lover/mate)

Where's MY Sessy?

Why isn't Kagome dead? (or at least out of the picture or sumething)

AND WHERE THE HELL IS THE EFFING CLIMATIC BATTLE WHERE SESS AND INU AND KOUGA AND EVERYONE ELSE (except Kagome 'cause I don't like her)KILLS NAKAKU!?

It had no closuer.whatsoever.

They are all a bunch of ripoff artists.

And just how many diff. salves does Lady Kaede have? I mean why the hell would she have a salve for stomach acid? How many diff. salves does ye need?

And least the ending theme was decent.

Ya got to see Sess, and Kouga, and uhhh- I forgot everyone else...my Directv was turned off so I can't check...(we have that Tivo ripoff thing for Directv...dunno what it's called...)

All in all...I waited YEARS for ...that.

That...had better not be the end. And Inuyasha still has been mated to Kouga, Sessy,Miroku or any other char. (Kagome and Kikyou can go and make some Yuri os sumething...Inuyasha WILL end up with a guy...That thing in the 167th episode was JUST so the shard wouldn't go medievil...Inu did not LIKE it...at ALL.

Feh - that had better NOT be the end.

Or somebody WILL pay.

socks

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 02:15:10 GMT

Oh yea...and I forgot I got a new pair of socks!

Socks? you are undoubtedly asking...well yes socks.

I hate shopping for clothes, shoes, anything like that I feel...i dunno kinda insecure doing that so I avoid to the best of my ability.

But With socks...I dunno I have a weird sock fetish. Socks are awesome. I don't mind buying socks. Escpically those really soft ones that are like 5 bucks each? Luve em.

The louder, brighter, and more designs it has...I just love em.

The ones I just got Are black and white striped and have a pumpkin that lights up on it...and if you pull the sock up all the way it comes up almost to my knees.

I've got lots of other ones too.

And not a single pair matches any of my clothes.

And I really couldn't care less.

I dunno...Maybe when my cameras fixed i'll take pictures of them and post them here. Yeah - i'll do that...God i'm weird...

After typeing about socks I feel like i'm in a better mood...Pfft just don't think to much of it.

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 02:06:42 GMT

Well hello.

I've been bored. Nuthin new there.

My mom dosen't really like working for Verizon Wireless Costomer Service...I don't really blame her either...would you like that job? Didn't think so.

I still get up early to wake up my brothers, only they don't really seem to want to get up...Buddy -the oldest younger brother at 11yrs old- normally dosen't get up to nearly 8.00 now...and considering he takes his showers in the mornings and they are NOT short and he has to be at the bus stop by 8.30 this can be quite frustrating.

Billy - is a little bit better but not by much. He always tries to pretend he's sick...it dosen't work, but damn he's stubborn.

What else...Oh yeah- my father has taken to yelling at us at the stupidest things every night.

He and mom don't get home till around 5.30-6.00 and other I don't care bout him I miss Mom, She's NEVER home anymore. And when she is shes with dad, And that stinks cause I don't feel as comftable with as I do with my mom...not by a long shot.

My rooms a mess. My parents forgot to get food for breakfast tom. again.

My brothers say that my computer has restarted on it's own and so I need To run a Virius/Spyware scan.

hurray for me.

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 03:02:57 GMT

Howdy, Guess what?

Hmmm? You don't know what? Well okay I'll tell you, But only cause i'm in a slightly good mood.

Vell, This weekend my parents are going away. By 'away' I mean they are going to Arizona for my father's half-brothers wedding. (Why he's marrying the bitch that he's marrying is beyond me...she makes me uncomfatable...more so then anybody else does) But anyways he is marryin' her and so my parents are going to the wedding this weekend, and I get to stay home with my 3 lil' brothers and watch 'em...

I'm really glad my parents got some excedrin before they left.

eh- it's not so bad tho. I mean my aunt is gonna let us spend the night at her place, and she gets Anime on Demand. And I like anime/manga. SO it all works out :)

But if she don't call soon I think everybody's gonna pass out before she comes and picks us up to bring us to her house. ( I can't drive...don't even have my Permit yet)

But anyways - I can go and read any YAOI dojinshi now cause shes not gonna be here at our house and my parents arn't here. (I've had to go to some serious lengths to make sure that my parents dont find out 'bout that.It's becomeing tedious.

But I don't have to go to church this weekend! Yay for me!

Oooooo and time for my weekly complaining spree!

Earlier this week...Monday I think...My dad came downstairs and confronted me about my moms ummm 'other man'.

feh- they never even met face-to-face. The guy lives somewhere in Florida I think. Bah - Anywayz my dad basically tried to give me a guilt trip. saying that 'his mom, step sister, wife, step mom, and daughter' all knew that mom was cheating and and none of them told him...along with a few other choice words and what not.

His attempt at makeing me feel sorry for him, and makeing me feel guilty didn't work.at. all.

Idk. Maybe I was just being heartless, but in all reality I don't feel sorry for him at all. AT ALL.

Did I mention my Aunt Jessie has Anime on Demand?

Hahahaha- I'm in a decent mood today! maybe 'cause it's friday? Ah-who cares?

fanfiction

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 18:18:21 GMT

I forgot's to say that I have been writeing some storys and so if any body reads this, Could you please go and read the story's and tell me what you think...? Please?

They are at Fanfiction.net. My username their is EvilOverLordEss.

And this link - http://www.fanfiction.net/~EvilOverLordEss - is where you can find my storys.

There is 2 storys there. one is a HP one and the other is a FF11 one. Both are comedies.

Thanku and have a good day.

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 17:41:02 GMT

Today I awoke to my mom telling me and brothers to get up and be ready for church.

I. HATE. CHURCH.

I don't know what it is...it's not like we have a mean church, the pastor is funny and stuff...I just...don't like it.

But to avoid being in trouble with my dad I went, and got dressed, then brushed my teeth, put on deodorent, you know the daily ritual of makeing one-self presentable. And I waited for my brothers. And then we left.

My parents stayed with my youngest brother before giveing up on leaveing him in the daycare and they went to the auditorium place where the guy pastor speaks and stuff...and they left me to find the other 2 boy's classes for church.

And so we left. A nice lady helped us find the rooms...and then we waited FOREVER for the teacher-ppl to get there. Once they did I went to find my mom & dad.

Didn't find them. No biggie, I was extremly uncomfrontable but I sat down and listened to the sermon.(most of it was going in one ear and out the other)

Sermon ended. Found Parents by where the boy's sunday school classes were...hurray.

NOT ONCE DID I COMLPAIN. NOT ONCE.

One would think that they would ya know...say something...say that they would glad I didn't whine or argue or anything...BUUUUT no. life's no fair.

and then mom and dad stop by a store on the way home.Mom and dad wanted to go in by themselves despite the fact that the boys were all whineing to go in too- I was left with them while fought with each other and screamed and whined.

ANd then they went to a 7eleven. So my 3 lil' brothers wanted Skittles. They whined and whined. ANd we were left in the again. SO I could sit and listen to them whine and moan and groan.

And do you know what they got? Coffee.and.a.Newspaper.
My mom dosn't even like coffee.
We got home. I went inside, remembered that we had gone to the store went back out and began bringing in the groceries.

I don't mind the fact that they told me to go get it. Or the fact they wanted my brothers to get. I don't mind the fact that they didn't get any skittles.

BUT THEY DIDN'T NEED THE DAMN COFFEE ANY MORE THEN THE BOYS NEEDED THE DAMN SKITTLES.

and on top of that my dad has been in a bad mood all mornin and so when he told me to get the grocies (which i was on my was to do anyways) He said it in a mean voice.or a something voice and i didn't like it. but I ignored it and put everything away.

Then mom felt like makeing scones. Pumpkin scones to be exact.(my mom is nice...I dont mind her at all...if my parents got a divorce i'd go with her no dobht about it)

Anywayz, she was missing some ingrediants and dad was gonna go to the store to get them. He asked if we needed anything else. Mom said milk, and some other stuff needed for makeing Pumpkin Scones.I was cleaning the kitchen (it's my chore) and was looking for the paper towels 'cause i couldn't find any of the stupid hand towels to wash the counters with.

So I said Paper Towels. Dad said fine but the first time he found someone useing 34 papertowels to dry the table he was gonna be pissed.

Me being my smart-ass normal self said I only use 1 or 2...I didnt me to piss him off but i did.

He got mad at me and yelled at me saying im wasteful and useless.damn bastard.

SO...I finiished cleaning the kitchen, the 3 rooms...and then ate my brunch...and went back to room so that I wouldn't make him mad or anyhting anymore...ANd then decided to vent via this place.

And that, dear friends, was my morning.

...later that afternoon...

just finished dinner. my dad managed to ruin my kinda good mood (it had elevated after venting it here). How you ask? sure I shall tell ya.

OK, well ya already know my mom made scones. they were good. Well afterwards she was doing the dishes, and I asked her if we could go to Barnes&Nobles, she said 'I would like to but I have to do some laundry' and so i said 'ok' knowing that any chances of me going somewhere other then the stupid church was slim-to-none.

so she told me to ask dad if he would take me and my brother. You know what he told me? He said and I quote:

"I don't know, you and your brother have been really frustraiting...let me think about it."

In other words NO.

my brother was annoying yes. But c'mon. I just wanted to go and buy a damn manga.
Prob. why he didn't wanna go. He thinks i'm wasteing money buying all my manga.
(and I do have a good collection worth over $900) But he used to buy beer every month. he would spend around $200 a month on BEER. granted he now only drinks Non-alcholic beer...but thats even more expensive then normal beer. I aquired my collection over 5 years buying 1 or 2 mangas whenever mom took me and useing my own allowance/birthday money to buy my mangas.

And then at dinner time, He got mad at me again for argueing with him. I wasn't 'argueing' I was just being a little bit more literal so that my little brother would understand better.

See the convertation went like this...

(insert little swirling screen thing)

dad said it was only 6 yrs till Buddy went of to colledge.
me and mom agreed.
Buddy said,"But won't I be in like twelfe grade then?"
and dad said "no you'll be in college."
and then I said "he'll be 18 and a half"
And then dad got all mad at me for argueing.

(end swirly screen thing)

I WASN'T ARGUEING.I was being more specfic so my brother would understand!
Why is my father such an ASSHOLE?

feh- why do I bother? I should just be glad he's not abusive or anything.
*sigh* life sux. I can't even go to store to get out of the house 'cause my dad always say's I can't go either that or he goes with her.

*sigh*

ttfn.

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 01:48:54 GMT

I. Am. Sad.

I feel like crying. And the reason I feel like crying is stupid. My dad was just picking on me, didn't mean anything by it, just playful teaseing.(BUt my dad's weird whenever he teases, he always sounds serious...It's hard to tell the difference from when he's just teaseing or actually serious).

It was stupid. Like how I was drawing a picture with a pen and I was drwing kinda hard and he teased me saying I was gonna leave a huge imprint on the kitchen table. Or how when my mom gave something to put underneath the paper (I think she thought I was getting teary eyed) well what she gave me was a Christian toy/book catolog (i'm not exactly a firm beliver...or any type of beleiver for that matter...) and my dad said not to give it to me cause i'll burn.

I don't remember any of the other things but...idk...they made me sad.

Stupid I know but I can't help it, Thank God I didn't actually cry...my dad would've just gotten upset or mad or frustrated...then I would have probably cry'd more.

What else happened to day...? I feel pathetic blabing on 'bout my stupid...whatever it was...I might babysit for my Aunt(her name's Jessie...I dont even know if thats how one would spell her name...I wasn't ever good with names). She has a son named Virgil, he's my cousin ( go figure). Anyway - I might babysit for him this sunday. For free of course 'cause Jessie dosnet really have a lot of money. But her room-mate -shela or something like that- has a rich aunt that pays for TONS of stuff. Including Anime-on-Demand. And as my family has Directv instead of Cox('cause their to 'spensive)And we don't get HBO or Starz or any other tv station that shows anime aside from AdultSwim- I wanna try it out and see if it's other anything.

So I guess it works out in the end...and plus I like my lil' cuz...he's almost 2 I think.

and oh yeah another thing...M rated fanfiction or one of the adult ratings...
I read those. Particularly Yaoi. What can I say? I lovs it.
But anywayz my mom new that I read some Inappriote things on the internet. I mean where else are we gonna learn bout that stuff? not like you can ask you're parents or anything. And I don't really have many friends so- I enjoy reading it. My parents dont Know that I read about 2 guys getting it on. But they do know I read some ... ummm...explicit stuff.

And originally my mom only knew bout it. But she told my dad, who now keeps on mentioning it and saying that i'm to young to read 'porn'. It's not 'porn per-say...just something extremly similar.

And whats it ever mattered to him what I did on the Internet? It's not like I talk to people via the internet. I solo in online games because i'm AFRAID. I don't reveiw fanfictions I read because i'm AFRAID. Not of getting raped or anything like in said fanfictions or like on the news but i'm just afraid.
Of what I don't know. Maybe it's just 'cause my social skills(which were once great) have dwindled down to practically nothing. I don't know.

How did I start talking about my damn social skills?

Oh yeah...My dad. It's not like I havent looked up things like 'Porn' before.

I did when I was twelve...or eleven.

And the only pictures that I ever even looked at were of females in his stupid maxim and playboy and other special edition magizines that ummm...showed a bit more of the ehhh- you get the idea.

Then I started looking for stories on well...anything...only bothered to ACTUALLY find a few tho. 'cause back then the comp. was in their room.

But then I found out about the lovely thing called "yaoi".

God- if ether of my found out that THAT was what I was reading i think I'd get the comp in my room( which im typeing this on) when leave the confines of my room for all eternity.

They think it's gross. Well my did does. My mom thinks it's gross I think. SHe read a Yaoi novel that I bought called "Only the Ring Finger Knows" - It's a great Shounen-ai story you should buy it- and she finished it, but I think that she only did it to find out what I read. I don't think she actually cares for the whole boy love thing.

And If the found my Yaoi mangas? Gravitation aint that bad...I mean, theres nothing graphic, and as I only have the first one of 'Our Kingdom' I don't know hoe graphis that one gets...but if they found 'Yellow' or 'Lost Boys'?
I wouldn't be able to EVER buy another manga.Ever.
And that must not happen.

Oh yeah- the whole porn thing. I'm just reading it. Not like ima gonna go n get myself killed. And if either of them try n say ' I didn't do that when I was your age' I'll be so mad. 'cause what kid DOSEN'T get at least somewhat intrested?

hmph. My life anyways. Why sould they care if I read it? Not like I let my brother read it. Not like I do anything bad. It's all so aggrivating.

One of the few things in life I enjoy and they are trying to take it away.

This is why I have been VERY careful.

Either way he dosne't belive me when I say I haven't been reading it. Even tho I am lying. He could trust me a little bit. Not like he has proof that I been going and reading the stuff since I found out he knew.

And get this he wants me to stop reading yaoi-type stuff too.

Like hell i'm giving it up.

I hate most the girls in anime's anyway.

idk what it is bout them...just dont like it. BUt I do like some. and every now and again I dont mind a tradition relationship story meaning boy x girl.

but mostly boy x boy all the way.

god. look at how much I wrote. well...if you got this far...could you tell me what think bout the whole thing? nvm. you gots more important things to do most-likely.

this whole thing turned out to be one big "oh-woeth-me-rant" didn't it.*sigh*
better to let it our here, then be a bitch to every one i guess.
Oh and please forgive any bad spelling and whatnot...I'm not the best at that type of thing. Please forgive me.

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 02:03:06 GMT

This past week has been BORING. Nothing interesting has happened. It sucks. Alot. I've sent my little brothers to school...Watched day care kids...make after-school snacks...watch darecare kids leave...watched parents come home...do dishes...and then go on comp. and read fanfiction or something...My life is boreing. If one can even call it that. I don't have my school books...still no CokeCola...and it's the same damn thing day-in and day-out. I can't even really go anywhere. I'm stuck home all day. Can't even go to the store or anything. and my cameras broke. And my parents won't give me my allowance. And it's gonna cost roughly $125.oo to fix it...waaaah. All i do here is whine. Eh- what's it matter? No one's gonna read it most likely.

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 01:18:16 GMT

ummm well, hello. tis is my first time eva useing this so I hopes I don't screw it up or sumething. well, I guess this is a journal huh? so I should write in it as such...I think. Oh well. I guess i'll just see how it works out...I guess u will to huh? okay well, my day...

I hate sundays. 'Cause tom.'s gonna be a monday. And do u know what I do on mondays? I watch daycare kids. I get my brothers ready for school, i make breakfast, watch two-year-olds runaround my house screaming and crying and whineing...and...it's annoying. I'm supposed to be homeschool'd right now.
But my mom keeps on forgetting to send out not only my standerized( i know thats not right but i don't feel like lookin' in up) testing test results to the school people, but she keeps on forgetting to send in the 'intent of education' or whatever the hell it's called. she hasnt even got my books yet.
I barely pass the stupid test this year. how am i supposed to pass it this year?

But i forgive her.

cause the relationship between my mom n dad wasnt all the great a few weeks ago. lately the been spending more time together( my dad even took two weeks of work) and they both went out alot n stuff. and now they arnt thinking of getting a seperation anymore. I really didnt care which way they went. My only corcern was about my lil' brothers. I was never close to my dad. He works for the navy n when i was young he had to go on like 5,6 month cruises
for the navy and so i never really got attached to him that much (dont tell him i said that).

BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT. Their is absolutly no reason for me to be stuck with the daycare kids who my MOTHER is supposed to be watching. And im not even aloud to have CokeCola anymore. *sniff* i want my coke back.

But i guess i can deal wit it, not like i have a choice. My mom's getting a job. I forgot when she starts but it's sometime early next month i think. I guess what? While she goes and works at krogers what am i doin'? At home watching the daycare kids till October 31 when they will all be MOSTLY gone. I'll still have to watch my cousin, Baby Virgil (or booger as i call him) for ungodly long hours.

7am to 6-8pm.

Not to mention my youngest brother whos to little to go to school yet. (and honestly i dont think he's ready to go to school yet)I have to watch him too. and do my school work with books i have to have. Hurry for me. note the sarcasm.

But on a good note I got a computer for my birthday. Awesome eh?

Know whats even awesomer?

Your parents not haveing any parental controls on said computer. I can read just about ANY yaoi i want. Yaoi is awesome. bah-humbug to anyone who says otherwise.

Hmmmmmm this looks more like a bunch of words whinying about my life.
oh well. prob. just a side effect of me not haveing any friends.

bah- whats it matter.

talk to ya later.